i'll be lying if i said i don't love you.

[kylee iris winchester]

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Svetlana would usually call someone in her position a coward. Not trying to be blunt, or too forward, in a nice somewhat way. Letting someone know running away from their fears was not the way to go. She had no idea what else to do. She would ask her mother for advice, but she would never hear the end of it. One, she would have been elated that she hooked up with the guy, but that she slept with him. It wasn't lady like. So she stayed far away from that decision. Svetlana kept it secret from the rest of the world. The only person she told her deep dark secrets to was the one she was avoiding. Isn't that crazy. At first she told herself she just needed time to think, some air and space from him. Then when she started to think she thought too much. Over analyzing things that didn't even need to be analyzed. It was plan in simple, she liked her best friend. Not that she could actually admit it to herself, let alone Hunter. What was a girl suppose to do?

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[/color][/font]aturday was usually her sleep in till 1 or 2 day. Though since she didn't even go out the night before, she was well energized. Woke up early. There she was, watching as her coffee machine dropped the black substance. Her roommate was sleep, and her dog was no where in site. Svet had left a voicemail on Hunters phone about ten minutes ago, it was short and simple. "We need to talk...Courtyard, one o'clock." She just wasn't sure if he would get it in time, or if he actually wanted to talk to her. Life had just got even more complicated. Lifting her head as she something moved against her leg. Hesitantly she looked down, spotting her yorkie...brownie. Not picking her up, smiling, nothing. Svetlana needed her cup of coffee, and a shower before she actually woke up. She yet to have either, so she was still pretty dead in her books. As she grabbed a coffee mug she poured some into her cup. People told her it was gross, it stunts your growth, stains your teeth. Was it her fault she was addicted to it? No. Blame society for early mornings. Pouring her french vanilla coffee mate creamer into her cup, and three sugar cubes into her cup. Stirring it with a spoon before clear fully taking a sip. She was use to the hotness, so when it slid down her throat a soft moan escaped her lips. She felt better now, then she did before... Better than any bottle of alcohol would make her feel.

T[/color][/font]aking her cup of coffee with her as she moved around the cramp space. Svetlana tried to keep the place cleaned, even if it got messy quickly. Looking for something to wear for when she went to meet up with Hunter. It had been two weeks since she actually talked to him. That was pretty bad in her books. All her juicy gossip she received was bottled in, she needed someone to tell her to stay out of other peoples business. Her other friends would just eat it up, and spread more rumors. Not Hunter. She started to get annoyed that she would let them sleeping together ruin their friendship. She had friends with benefits before. Even though he meant more to her than any fwbs ever did. Sipping on the coffee has she grabbed her panties and bra out her drawer, and tossed it on her bed. After she picked out something to wear, she sat her coffee down before going to shower.

O[/color][/font]nce she got out the shower, she got dress. Which really didn't take that long as the days when she goes out. She blowed dried her hair, and straightened the curls out. Even though she was thinking about wearing it up, she decided to go against it. Walking out fully dressed, except for her shoes, she went straight for her coffee. Finish it off, she quickly got herself one last cup before finish getting ready. Sitting at her vanity table she applied her mascara and eyeliner. Shockingly she put on a light eye shadow. Sliding a ring on, and putting a necklace on around her neck. That stuff was easy, something she could do in her sleep. Looking for her the shoes she wanted to wear was the hard place. For a second she was on her knees and palms, crawling around the room before spotting them under her roommates bed. Grabbing them she stepped in them, grabbed her purse, made sure her keys were inside, and grabbed her cell phone. Svetlana had made sure to feed and give Brownie before she got in the shower, but since she wasn't doing anything but going to the courtyard decided to take her. Especially since she haven't been out to use the restroom. "Brownie," she said. Smiling as she ran over towards her in a hurry with her leash in her mouth. She couldn't help but laugh out loud. Grabbing it she clipped it around her collar, and headed out the door.

W[/color][/font]alking past her other baby, she felt way better. Her other baby was her new car her dad bought for her, early birthday gift. It was a candy apple range rover. Though the two cups of coffee and hot shower help a lot. Walking towards the courtyard, leash in one hand, while her bag rested on the middle of her arm. Stopping whenever Brownie stopped to pee, or due a number two. Of course it took a while to get to the courtyard. The sniffing around for the right spot took a while. Though once she did she was shocked to see that not a lot of people were there. It didn't bother her, she could talk to Hunter in peace. Siting down under a tree, where the green patch of grass looked it healthiest. She let Brownie off her leash, and watch her run around. On occasions come over to her, lick her, and play around playfully. Even though a smile was on her face, waiting was the worst part of this whole thing between her and Hunter.

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[hunter]

CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE ,

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take me with you i start to miss you, take me home i don't wanna be alone tonight.

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Saturday was a day that Hunter would either sleep in until the afternoon or he would be upe arly and out running, and this Saturday he had woken up around 6am and decided that he needed to go out for a run and try and clear hsi head a little. So doing his best not to wake hsi roommate up Hunter grabbed a shirt and wquickly pulled it on and decided to keep the sweats ont hat he was wearing before grabbing his running shoes from their place shoved int he corner of hsi room. Hunter took the easier trail that went right round the edge of the campus, not really seeing anyorn else around a couple of other students were out running, but other than that Hunter didn't see anyone for hsi entire run. He'd hoped the music and running would block out the thing with him and Svetlana but really it didn't jhelp him.

Just when he thought it had slipped from his mind it would come back again. he felt so bad that them sleeping together seemed to have pushed them so far apart, to the point they were pretty much pretending the other didn't exist. Hunter tried again to push it to the back of hsi midn again as he started to come back toward his dorm building. A few more people were up and around as he walked down the ahllway back to his dorm room. Stepping inside he saw that his dorm mate was already gone, Hunter didn't really speak to his dorm mate that often for some reason. Pulling his shirt off Hunter dropepd it into hsi washign basket and headed for the shower after stripping the rest of his clothes off.

Feeling fresh again, Hunter found himselfsome clean clothes and pulld them on beforehe collapsed down onto his bed flicking the tv on to the sports channels as he propped himself up on some of his pillows. He wasn't to sure what he was goiong to do with the rest of his day but his green eyes stared at the baseball game that was on as he opened up a bottle of water. It was strange for Hunter not to have plans for a Saturday he was normally out with some friends or had studying that needed to be done, but he hadn't really gotten organixed enough to see what other people were upto for the weekend. This was when he wished that things between him and Svetlana hadn't been messed up becuase he would have just called her and they would have hung out, but that didn't seem likely to happen anymore.

The baseball held Hunters attention for a little while but he soon became bored. Jus as he sat up he herd his cell start rinign and he frowned slightly as he stood and walked over to his desk and picked his Iphone up from were it rested ona pile of books and he clicked the voicemail button and listened to themessage. he ahd to listen to it again just tomake sure he wasn't dreaming things when he realized that it was from Svetlana. it was the first message he ahd gotten from her for weeks now and her was slightly surprised that she was actually wanting to see him now. Part of him had thought that their friendship really was over, but now maybe they could work things out or this was Svetlana ending in compeltely utting him out forever. That thought worried Hunter a little, as he slipped the Iphone into his back pocket. His green eys wanderd to the clock and saw that he had about half an hour before he needed to meet Svetlana in the courtyard. Running a hand through his hair, Hunyer sat back down on his bed. He was a little unsure of what was exactly going to be said between them, he'd never been that great with admitting his emotions to anyone, especially when it came to Svetlana and how complicated it all was between them.

Guessing that he really should go and meet Svetlana rather than be a jerk and pretend he never got the message, Hunter found his shoes and slipped them on before grabbing his jacket. He headed out of his dorm and startd the short walk tot he academys courtyard area. he smield and said hi to a couple of people that he walked past, but th eplace was pretty empty and Hunter guessed most people were out making the most of the weekend before classes started again. Hunter was getting a little nervous about this meeting, it had been awhile since he and Svetlana hd actually seen eahc other and Hunter had no idea what he was actually going to say to her. He sighed softly before he finally reached the courtyard, his green eyes looked up and around and then they came to rest upon the one person that Hunter had been avoiding for so long. Taking a deep breath Hunter headed over to were Svetlana was sat under the tree. "Um...Hey Lana" Hunter said nervously when he came with a couple of feet of were Svetlana was sitting.

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[kylee iris winchester]

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Sitting down she watched Brownie play around. Chasing her tail around. Svet now wish she had brought one of Brownies fetch chewy toys. Though she tried to bring little attention to herself and her dog. Since dogs weren't allowed in dorms, at lease not to live in them. She really didn't care. Her parents donated a lot of money to the school, so sometimes she really doubt they would say anything to her about her living situation. Picking brownie up, she kissed the back of her head. "Mommy's baby," she cooed. Before she got her she promised herself she wouldn't be one of those owners who makes their dog wear outfits and stuff. Lana just couldn't help it now. She was so close to her dog, she would die if something to her. The only thing she doesn't do was kiss her in the mouth. That was a big no.

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[/color][/font]s she sat and played with her dog, her heart jumped hearing a familiar beat. Though she didn't jump, it shocked her, in a surprised way. She didn't hear him approach, which she hated when people did that. Her mom always told her to make noise when walking into a room. Smiling softly she sat Brownie down as she stood up. Wiping her butt off she could feel that he felt a little nervous, just as much as she was. Gr, if only she could blame it all on the alcohol. "Hello Hunter," she said giving him a half hug. Trying to keep it on a lets not fuck this up mood. "Thanks for meeting me," she sat back down on the ground. Hoping he didn't mind a little grass or dirt on his pants. She didn't know what to start. Should she say she was sorry? Her vision was hazy of what happened early that day, but she remember them having mind blowing sex, then the awkward morning. She felt like shit, he didn't even want to look at her. So when she stopped calling or answering his calls, she felt like she wanted to hurt him as much as he had hurt her that morning. She wasn't so sure it worked, but it made her feel a little better with herself, less of a whore.

P[/color][/font]ushing her hair out of her face as the wind blew heavily. "How have you been?" It was the only somewhat intelligent thing to enter her head. It was something that was asked on a regular bases if you haven't seen someone in a while. Well, it been two weeks since she had seen Hunter, even if it was a bad encounter. The aftermath was the bad part. Pulling her legs up, resting her head on her knees. Trying to make herself feel secure and safe. Usually she felt safe with him. Though now, even though he was right here in front of her, he seemed so far away from her. Clearing her throat she wanted to push it away. They were going to talk about it now, or was suppose to. She figured she should start the conversation, since she called him to talk. Though her heartbeat was rushing, she just wanted to yell

H[/color][/font]er brain was filled with a lot of stuff, but he didn't know what to say. So she said the only thing she could, "Look I'm sorry that we slept together." Svetlana was stubborn, selfish, and always protected her heart. So she highly doubt she was ever going to tell him that she had enjoyed it, and better yet might actually like him more than a friend. Leaning against the tree that was providing enough shade to keep her cool from the heat. Finally she stopped look at him, not wanting to. So she looked the only place that would seem as if she wasn't that awkward actually being with him, her dog. Who was just siting there watching them. Frowning groaned, but it sounded like a small whimper. "I hate not being able to talk to you, or being able to hang out with you." She was speaking the truth.

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