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Post by megan on Mar 30, 2009 15:03:22 GMT -5
Knowing where Aiden Scott spent his free time was a plus for Alison. She was dressed to kill in glitter and skinny jeans. Her three inch heels making her over six foot tall and towering over most residents in this small Irish town. She always felt like she stuck out like a sore thumb when she dressed to go out on the town. Which is why she often didn't go. But she had heard Aiden talking about going out to Temple Bar that night and she thought she might just go out for the hell of it, see what the bar was all about, maybe meet some people and get to talk to Aiden. At least that was her plan before leaving the dormitory.
She grabbed her silver clutch and cell phone and set off campus for the short walk to town. She was not sure where this bar was, but she was sure out of all the places in town it was one of the only ones open this late, and she was sure hoping they had a sign out front as well. She strolled her way in her heels down the bumpy and rough sidewalk. It was a tad windy, but it was spring, so it was still warm. She crossed her arms over her chest to keep the wind from seeping through the thin cloth, and giving her chills.
She arrived to the small town where most of the shops stood, and saw the small sign over the places door, Temple Bar. She made her way across the street to it, watching for cars coming from both sides. She pulled open the heavy wooden door and walked inside. The smell of beer and food hitting her nostrils and making her stomach rumble with hunger. She was shown by the petite hostess to a table for two in the back of the room, a live band was playing so it was loud and she could not hear what the girl was telling her. She ordered a martini on the rocks, once she could get her head close enough to the girl for her to hear her. She sat back, crossed one leg over the other and started to scout the room to see who she knew from school and who she figured was a local from here in town.
Moments later, her drink arrived at the table and she took a sip, letting the burning sensation of the alcohol run down her throat. It caused her to cough a little and she put the glass back on the table in front of her. Her free hand on her chest trying to calm herself and stop coughing. Her purse was in her lap. |
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Post by seth on Mar 30, 2009 15:21:35 GMT -5
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[/size][/font] School to Aidan was a major waste of his time, but he didn't really have much of a choice seeming as his parents were forcing him to attend the stupid acadmy, and if he didn't then they would cut off all his money and well Aiden wasn't the kind of guy that took losing money to well so begrudgingly he decided to do modeling, the easiest subject really and so far it wasn't all that bad, the girls around Murphy Academy defiantly weren't bad at all. As usual Aidan really wasn't in the mood for sitting in his dorm all night, so it was out to temple bar a place that you could normally always find Aidan if you really needed him. Walking into his drom, Aidan pulled hsi shiort off disgarding it somewhere near his bed and walking over to his wardrobe and grabbing out a clean outfit, before heading into his bathroom. His blue eyes glanced aroundf ro a moment before sigh broke past his lips as he turned the shower taps on, all he'd actually done today was sign some papers for a new modeling shoot for his course and then gone and played football with most of the other guys in his modeling class. Stripping off the rest of his clothes, Aidan stepped forward into the shower.
Ten minutes later and Aidan walked back into his rooma towel wrapped around his waist, as a ahnd passed through his damp blonde hair as he headed to hsi bed were he had put the outfit he'd taken out earlier. Most people knew who Aidan was, or at least a lot of the girls in Murphy academy knew who he was, Aidan was fully aware of th0e ladies man reputation that he had built himself, afterall he had a habit of leaving clubs with a different girl clinging to him. Though that was one side to him,n ot many people saw his other side the side that actually cared about other people, you had to be pretty special to Aidan for him to care about you. A yawn escaped past his lips as he pulled his shirt on, and again passed ahand through his hair that was pretty much dry now. Grabbing his aftershave, Aidan sprayed a little on and glanced quickly at himself int he mirior just to check that he didn't look bad, and well it wasn't something that oftened happened to Aidan.
Grabbing his car keys Aidan headed out to the car park toward his car. He could probably easily walk to temple bar, but Aidan loved driving and would drive his car anytime he got the chance to even if it was only down the road. Pulling the car door open, Aidan slipped behind the wheel and turned the key in the ignition brining the engine roaring to life before pulling out of the space and onto the road. Fuive minutes later and Aidan had his car parked a little down the road from Temple bar, he wasn't to sure who was going to be there tonight, though he had a slight feeling that his friend Ali was going to be there, and in some ways he was really hoping that she was, he always enjoyed being able to spend some time with her. His bright blue eys glanced at some of the people he walke dapst, before he finally enter Temple. A slight smiel played across his lisp when his piercing blue eyes settled on the one person he ahd been hoping to see. He headed straight over and chuckled slightly when he saw Ali coughing slightly on he drink. "Hey pretty girl, you okay?" Aidan asked smiling brightly as he moved to sit in the seat across from Ali.
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Post by megan on Mar 30, 2009 15:59:35 GMT -5
Ali couldn't stop herself form choking on the drink. The alcohol was burning the insides of her esophagus, at least that is what it felt like and she was not sure she could handle the rest of the drink. She had not had alcohol in a while, and she was not an avid drinker. She ran a hand through her long, red hair as her green eyes settled on her Aidan as he strode into the room like he owned the place. She glanced back at the band, trying not to focus on the feeling in her stomach, the feeling of butterflies fluttering a million miles a minute. She lusted for him, so much so that she dreamt about him nightly.
She was still slightly coughing when he reached her table and spoke to her. Mid cough, she said Hey Aidan. She smiled at him, her pearly whites shining from all the dental work her Daddy had paid for. I'm ok. She smiled again, lowering her gaze from him because she could feel her pale cheek blushing a dark red. She looked back to the band, and to start some meaningless conversation she said, Bands pretty good, huh?
She smiled again, nervously. She liked having him around her, she liked the feelings that her body got. But she wasn’t sure how to act on them, she wasn’t sure if she would sound stupid if she tried to talk about them. To talk about the way he made her feel, nervous, anxious and beautiful. No boy had ever really taken the time before to call her pretty, but she loved the slight meaningless nickname he gave her. It meant the world to her. But would he ever know that?
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Post by seth on Mar 30, 2009 16:21:23 GMT -5
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[/size][/font] Aidan knew he had made the right hoice by deciding to show up at temple bvbar tonight, sure he turned up their msot night but it was better tonight because he knew or was more hoping that he knew Ali would be there. He'd known her for a little while now and defiantly got on really well with her, and unlike other girls he hadn't actually rushed into sleeping with her. Bright blue eyes surveyed the bar when he walked in he waved off the waitress girl that had come up to him to try and get his attetion, he wasn't interested in any of the other people around him after his eyes had spotted the girl that he was here to see. A smile automatically played across his lips as he made hsi way over tot he table that Ali was sat at near the back of the bar. For a moment he looked to the stage taking in the band that was playing, but to him it was just background noise he wasn't uasually that fussed about what was being played in the bar. He had to laugh slightly when he saw that Ali was coughing becasue of her drink, he knew pretty well that sh ewasn't the girlt o drink that often, in fact he wasn't to sure if he ahd actually seen Ali drinking before tonight.
He gvae Ali a bright smile as he sat down int eh chair across from her, "Maybe you should just stick to soft drinks" Aidan teased lightly as his blue eyes looekd across the table to Ali. "Wellt hats good then" he nodded slightly when ali told him that she was okay. Aidan wasn't to sure what his feelings toward Ali were, he knew he liked her a lot but he wasn't sure what wa s different about the way he felt about her to all the other girls that he had hooked up with. For some reason he couldn't bring himself to treat Ali liek all the other girls jsut use her and then dump her, it jsut didn't feel right to him and it definatly confused the hell out of him, not that he woudl ever let Ali or anyone else ever see that. His attetion was bak on Ali when she commented on the band. "Yeah there okay but i'm not really here to see them" Aidan winked a playful grin on his lips as he did.
A warm smile seemed permantly fixed on Aidans lips when he was around Ali, she just seemed to have that hold over him that he couldn't be unhappy with her around. "So then pretty girl how come you have finally decided to leave your dorm and see the outside world?" Aidans teased again lightly, as his hand reached our and gently took one of Ali's. It wasn't odd for him to hold her hand, hug her it was just things Aidan always did and just seemed natrual for him to do it. He laced his fingers through Ali's and his blue eyes looekd across into her green ones and he smiled at her.
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Post by megan on Mar 30, 2009 22:44:49 GMT -5
Taking in the sounds of the band doing a cover of an old eighties song, as Aidan took his seat across from her, it was the first time she noticed he wasn't in blue jeans. She had never seen him not in blue jeans before. He was wearing pin stripes, pants and vest with a white button down and she knew that he would again be in her dreams tonight. She could not get over how good he looked every time she saw him, and she always, never failed, to fight the urge to kiss him. It was so strong. She almost had once, in the hallway one day after classes before going back to the dorms. They had met up, and were walking his arm had been stung over her shoulder in a flirty playful way she had seen him use on other girls. But when they stopped to talk before parting ways, she was inches from his face, she could smell his gum on his breath. She moved closer as he turned to talk to someone else that had said hey to him, that was walking by them. She played it off, hoping he'd never noticed.
She was thinking about that as he sat down across from her. Yeah, she said, I really should stick to soda. It's safer. She smiled at him again. She couldn't help by smile around him. He always seemed to bring out the happy side to her, and she hoped that it would always be that way as long as she knew him. (Which she prayed was a LONG time). When he said that he wasn't here for the band she smiled to herself and then playfully asked Then what are you here for Aidan? She hoped he would say that he was here for her or to be with her, but really, what were the odds. They had been flirting around it, the subject of "them" for a while now. She wanted more, she wanted serious, but didn't want to scare him off, so she to this moment had not said anything about it. She wanted to, but she debated the consequences with in herself now, and again. Repeatedly. She smiled again, having nothing else to say to him as she let her gaze roam around the room, taking in other people she recognized from school and people she didn't know.
She smiled yet again when he asked about her emerging from her dorm room. I figured it was time to face this big bad world, and you know what? It's not so bad. She kept the smile on her face, surprised that he was no taking her hand. She was kind of flirting with him. She had seem him make that move with other girls before, and she began to wonder what he was thinking at that moment. Was he thinking about taking her to bed? Because that would never happen. Was he thinking about dancing with her? Because that could be arranged. She didn't know what was on his mind, and at that very moment she wished she did.He laced his fingers with hers and she let her eyes drop to his beautiful tan hand holding hers on the small round table. Her drink in front of her. She let him hold it for a minute of two before she decided awkwardly to pull it back to her, placing it in her lap. She wasn't going to let him use her as a toy, and she wasn't going to become just another of his conquests. Sorry, Aidan. She said, I have to , I have to use the restroom. She grabbed her purse and stood up. She turned to him, met his eyes and said Wait for me, I'll be right back. She didn't know if he actually would, but she walked off anyways. She figured if any ounce of him liked her, he'd stay, but it was his choice. |
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Post by seth on Mar 31, 2009 10:34:34 GMT -5
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[/size][/font] When he entered the bar, Aidan had cast hsi gaze to stage for a moment it was one of the bands that played regualry at the bar so he wasn't really all that interested in what they were playing tonight. His interests were on something else tonight. Aidan had made the effort with his appearence tonight, he had picked out the smartest clothes that he owned. Normally his bar attire would just be jeans and a smart shirt, but tonight he was wanting to make sure he looked his best seeming as he was meeting up with Ali and he was sure at some point he woudl be able to make some sense of the feelings that he had for her, and he wanted to look good when he finally did. A smiel graced his lips when he lowered himself down into the chair across from Ali, he was hoping that tonight was going to be a good night he wanted them both to be able to have funw ith each other, and he had to make sure that Ali wouldn't be able to see that he was confused about how he felt about her, that was Aidans main aim for the night. It was hard for Aidan to figure out what he was going to do, afterall he wasn't exactly the guy that was good at being in a serious relatonship, he tried to push the thought to the back of hsi mind as he concertrated on Ali the smile never leaving his lips.
He laughed when Ali agreed with him that she shoudl just stick to soft drink, "Yeah you should then there would be nor risk of you coughing to death" Aidan nodded witha playful grin playing on his lips. Aidan was glad that he was friends with Ali, there weren't many girls that he was friends with he normally jsut hooked up with them and never really sort of spoke with thema fter that, an thats why he was hesitating with Ali he didn't want to use or hurt her like that. "Ahh well you know i'm here for someone special" Aidan told her with a bright smiel as his blue eyes looked to Ali as they sat there in the bar. His eyes drifted away for a moment, looking back round the bar nothing to interesting was going on, and the only girl he was interested in was sat there in front of him, so his eyes soon fell back onto Ali.
Aidan grinned when he herd what Ali said after he had teased her about coming otu of her dorm room for once, "I told you that ti wasn't that bad to get otu and have some fun oh and to socialize with humans rather than your laptop" Aidan teased lightly, before his hand naturally reached out and took hold of Ali's. He was a flirt and most people knew it, for Aidan flirting jsut seemed to come so naturally to him, when he was with girl, but it was different in the case of him and Ali seemingas he wasn't sure if he was just harlessly flriitng with her or working up the courage to actually make a real move, it casued himt o frown for a second but he soon covered it up with a smile. He looked down at their hands wadnering if myabe they were meant to be in a relationship or if he should jsut leave Ali alone so that he wouldn't risk hurting her because she did deserve to be with someone that could do the serious relationships. His attetion was drawn back to ali when eh felt her hand pulla way from him, he looekd across to her when she spoke. "Oh right" He nodded slightly a little cofnused wandering if he'd done something wrong. "I'll be waiting" aidan asssured Ali noddign hsi ehad slightly as he spoke.
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Post by megan on Mar 31, 2009 12:27:51 GMT -5
She was enjoying the small talk and cute banter that she had going with Aidan. But the butterflies in her stomach had already taken over her whole system. She was anxious and nervous and with the little bit of alcohol she had tried to drink on an empty stomach, it made her feel sick. So she felt awful pulling her hand from his, but rushing to the bathroom to hurl seemed better than doing it there at the table, in front of him. So she shoved her way through the crowd, making her way to the bathroom on the other side. She passed plenty of people she recognized from school, and the band was still going strong, the loud music engulfing her senses. She could feel the beat of the drums through the floor.
She made it to the bathroom, a small room with three private stalls and two sinks. She closed the door behind her, made her way to the stall and sank to her haunches just above the floor. She was leaning against the door and she had her elbows on her knees, her head in her hands. She was regretting leaving him alone, sure that he would walk away and not think twice about not waiting for her. She was sure he'd find someone else to occupy his time with tonight. She knew she wouldn't give him what she figured he was looking for. She felt fine now, the butterflies and nausea had subsided finally. She decided once she got back to the table she would order something to eat if he was still there, and if not she would leave and go back to the dorm to eat.
She washed her hands and dabbed a wet paper towel on her face, she felt flushed, like she was having some sort of hot flash. She composed herself again and let herself leave the bathroom, sure that he would be gone from the table. She couldn't tell from where she was if he was gone yet or not and figured maybe he went to the bathroom, or to get another drink. So she made her way back to the table not sure what she might find...
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Post by seth on Mar 31, 2009 14:22:04 GMT -5
·I'M MOMENTS FROM LANDING AND
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[/size][/font] Aidan had been enjoying being with Ali and he did wander why they didn't hang out more than they did. He was a little surprised when her hand pulled away from his, he wa spretty sure he hadn't said or done anything wrong. His bright piercing blue eyes looked across the table as he nodded his head when Ali asked him to wait for her. Then he watched as she stood up and walked away from the table heading for the restrooms. He sighed soflty as he lent back in his chair. It seemed liek things were more complicated that Aidan had thought they would be, and he wasn't exactly sure what he was going to do yet. For a few moments he watched all the people around him and paid a little attetion to the band, as he tried to figure out what was suppose ot happen next between him and Ali. Getting the attetion of one of the waitress's Aidan ordered himself a beer and got Ali a soft drink remembering how she hadn't done to well with her alcoholic drink earlier. He ran a hand through hsi short blonde hair smiling at some people he knew from school when they walked past were he was sat still waiting for Ali to come back. He wished he coudl know what Ali was thinking,w hat she really thought and felt about him, it would make it so much easier for him to act on his feelings.
He paid the waitress when she set the drinks down ont he table, and his hand reached out and took hsi bottle of beer brining it to his lips. This night was going to be fun, that was what Aidan had wanted it to be, he just hoped that Ali was okay with erverything at the moment. Sitting up a little, Aidan lent his elbow ont he table as he set his bottle of beer back down. There wer some girls trying obviously to gethis attetion and convince himt o go to the dance floor with them, but Aidan just paid them little attetion and told one of them he was with someone else, well that was if the someone else ever returned from the restroom. The beer was back in Aidan's hand after a moment and he let the cold liqiuid flow down his throat, trying in some ways to calm the nerves he had, it wasn't something that happened to Aidan often. He wasn't the kind of guy that got nervous or confuse by hsi feelings, but it seemd to be happenign a lot to him lately and he was getting pretty tired or it now.
After a moment Aidan looked up hsi blue eyes scanning the crowd until he managed to spot Ali heading back toward the table. he stood up from hsi chair and started to walk toward Ali, nto sure what he was going to say or do just yet. "Hey, are you alright?" He asked when he reached Ali and came to a stop jsut in front of her. "Did i do something wrong?, because if i did i'm sorry i didn't mean to make you uncomfortable" Aidan expalined, hsi blue eyes looking to Ali his voice slightly louder so she would be able to here him over th eband playing.
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Post by megan on Mar 31, 2009 15:07:20 GMT -5
If it was possible the music seemed to be louder now than when she had first gone into the restrooms. She was sure that there were a lot more people here now too. It didn’t seem this crowded before. She made her way back to the table, through a few people noticing that he was no longer sitting in his seat, she was about to turn and head to the door and leave when he popped up right in front of her. The intensity of his blue eyes taking her breath away for a quick moment.
She almost tumbled backwards, and grabbed his wrist for a bit of support as someone passed behind her as well, pushing her into Aidan. Sorry she said about the bumping and grabbing, letting go of him and steadying herself. I’m fine Aidan. I just think I need to eat something, that alcohol didn’t agree my empty stomach. She tried to smile at him, her face almost at the same level as his with her heels on.
She listened to what he had to say and then without saying anything just yet she pulled his arm and went back towards the table. Let’s go sit and talk Aidan, there’s something you need to know. She didn’t smile just yet, because she didn’t know how he was going to take the news, but she didn’t want him to feel uncomfortable around her all the time either. She took her seat, noticing the soda he had obviously ordered for her. Thanks for the soda. She smiled now, and sweetly looked at him, her head tilted a little to the side. Look Aidan, the thing is… she took his hand in hers like he had before, and laced their fingers. I like you. A lot. I don’t know if that’s weird, but we’ve been friends for a while now and it’s all games and flirting…but for me it’s the real deal now and I want to know what you think…
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Post by seth on Mar 31, 2009 15:27:54 GMT -5
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[/size][/font] Time seemed to drag by when Ali had gotten up and left for the restrooms and aidan wasn't really sure waht he was suppose to do. Of course he was going to wait for Ali to actually come back first before eh amde any descvions about it all. When he spotted Ali amongst the crowd he couldn't really stay sat down for mcuh longer, so he stood upa and headed for where she was inthe crowd. The place was crowded with a lot more peopel that there had been earlier when eh ahd first arrived, but Aidan managed to make it to Ali without having to push past to many people.
Aidan reached out and steadied Ali when he felt her tumble slightly and grab hold of his wrist before someone bumped into her pushing her forward into him. Aidan amnaged to keep them both steady though andhe offered a warm smile when he herd Ali say sorry before she let go of him. "Oh right well so long as your fine, and we can order something here if you want to eat" Aidan said thoguh he had no idea what food the palc served seeming as all he had ever done was drink int he bar, but he was guessing that they would do something for peopel to eat. His blue eys looekd to Ali, wandering what exactly was going to happen tonight, he had thought when he'd left his dorm earlier that it woudl jsut be another harmless fun night but so far it didn't really seem to be going like that.
Feeling his arm being pulled by Ali, Adian listened to what she said about there being something that he needed to know and well as if he ahdn't been nervous before. Aidan was pretty damn nervous now as he followed Ali back to the table that they had been sat at a few moemnts ago. "No problem" Aidan smield back when Ali thanked him for th esoda that he had ordered he rearlier. He looekd at hsi beer bottle but didn't bother pickign it up, there wasn't really that much left in it now. His attetion was right to Ali when she started talking and he felt Ali take his hadn this time lacing their fingers back together. Adain listened to what Ali said and it took him a moment to actually process what she was saying to him, and he was a little shcoked he in soem ways really hadn't been expecting Ali to say that to him, but in other ways ahd thought it was exactly what she was going to say to him. Now he needed to figure out what to say back to her now. "I...well I do like you to Ali a lot and your right it has just been games and fliritng but thats me, I don't know if i can do the serious relationship stuff, iw ouldn't want to hurt you Ali i care about you to much for that to happen" Aidan said gently his blue eyes looking into Ali's green ones as he spoke,a nd his ahnd holding onto hers.
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Post by megan on Mar 31, 2009 15:43:52 GMT -5
Allison had not really planned on being very blunt about her feelings towards Aidan that night. Things just kind of happened and it was like she was outside her body, listening to herself confess what she was feeling and she tried to yell at herself to stop. But her body wouldn’t listen. It was digging her into this big hole of feelings and emotions. She could tell right away that he didn’t really feel the same way, and she honestly knew he wouldn’t but she actually felt releaved now that he knew.
She sat back in her chair, letting go of his hand after hearing his reply. She let her hands fall into her lap and she folded them together over her clutch purse. She was mentally composing her thoughts and trying to decide how to react to him. It seemed she had a few choices. Number one was she needed to understand that he is the way he is, and will never change. Number two, accept number one for now, but try to change him. But Number Three was the best choice to her. Number three was to believe that she could still have him no matter what and try her damndest to get him. Even if that meant running all over the girls he hit one. She wanted to be the one he ended up with in the end, but she didn’t know if he wanted that. She wanted him to want her the way he wanted the other girls…but he ‘cared’ too much about her. She thought that was bullshit.
She looked back up at him, her green eyes slightly wet from unshed tears. She opened her mouth to speak and closed it again. Thinking for another second, composing her self. Then she spoke. Aidan, thank you for being honest with me. I know that you don’t want a serious relationship and I am so sorry for throwing all this at you tonight. She smiled at him, and then said Let’s get some dinner, I’m starved. She didn’t want him to be confused, so she added, I really am sorry, I guess I am buzzing from that drink. That was a lie, but oh well.
It’s like she didn’t want to talk about it anymore. She said her peace now, she wanted to move on from her moment of emotional weakness and have dinner with him. So she called over a waitress and asked for a menu. Intent on ordering food and putting this whole stupid thing behind her, for now.
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Post by seth on Mar 31, 2009 16:07:33 GMT -5
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[/size][/font] It had always been in the back if Aidans mind that at some point either he or Ali was going ot have to bring up the feelings they seemed to have developed for each other, The only thing was he hadn't acutally been prepared for that moment to happen tonight, so when Ali finally said it he felt a little caught off guard and his thoguhts were sent scattering all over the place. It took him a moment to get them all back into some order and to fully process what Ali was saying. She wanted a serious relationship and well Aidan wasn't sure he would actually be able to give that to her, It just wasn't who he was, he liked being able to flirt and hook up with different girls without having strings attached to it all.
Aidan felt Ali's hand leave his yet again and he withdrew his ahnd from the table falling back into hsi seat. Confsuion flickered through his eyes for a moment, unsure if this was actually hoping wanering if in a minute he woudl wake up and find he was still in class. Though he knew that wasn't going to happen. Aidan really didn't want to hurt Ali but it seemed even by telling her this it was stillg oing to be him hurting her and to Aidan that sucked and wasn't really something that he wanted to do now. The whoel serious relationship idea had always freaked Aidan out a little, he liked hsi freedom not having to be careful waht he says or does with other girls it made hsi life easier. And he wasn't sure he could risk hurting Ali by getting into a relationship with her but end up hooking up with other girls, or something bad liek that.
He could see that Ali looked liek she wanted to cry and that made Aidan feel terrible, he hated upsetting people especially when it was someone he wanted to look after, not hurt. "Thats okay i'm sorry that i can't give you what you want but i jsut can't do serious relationships right now" aidan told her his blue eyes dropping away to look at the table whist he spoke. Aidan nodded hsi head slightly hen Ali mentione about getting some dinner now, Aidan just wanted the conversation to move on maybe he could forget this happened, but he really doubted that. "You don't need to be sorry" He assured Ali when she said sorry to him again.
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Post by megan on Apr 1, 2009 8:11:54 GMT -5
"Thats okay i'm sorry that i can't give you what you want but i jsut can't do serious relationships right now"
All she could say was ok. She got it. She understood, but that doesn’t mean she wasn’t hurt by it. She wanted this moment to be over and she wished she would have never said a word! Why had she been so stupid, this whole moment, this five minutes of weakness could ruin their whole friendship for ever. It could also ruin any future chances she had with him. Which would never phase him because he always has some other girl to flock to. She sees him daily with someone else, and it gets old. She was secretly hoping she could be the one to change him.
But now she would never get the chance. She figured since he was turning her down now, that he would turn her down always, but that wouldn’t stop her from trying to win him over. She would do whatever she could in her power to get girls to keep away from him and keep him coming back to her. She wanted to stop at nothing to get him to fall for her. She wanted him to fall for her the way she had already fallen for him.
"You don't need to be sorry"
But I am, Aidan. I really am. She apologized again as a waitress approached, so she ordered some food. I’ll get some chili cheese French fries. She wasn’t sure that’s what she wanted, but it sounded good and it was food. Maybe that would help her feel no so sick to her stomach. She hoped that he would order something as well, so she didn't feel like a huge pig, or a slob for ordering such messy food to eat with her fingers!
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Post by seth on Apr 1, 2009 10:25:27 GMT -5
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[/size][/font] A sigh passed through Aidans lips when he herd Ali just say okay after he had apologized for not being able to go into a relationship with her. He wanted to know that she understood why he couldn't do it, hurting he rwasn't what he wanted to do and there was no gurantee that he would be able to do all this serious relationship stuff it just didn't seem like him. Since he had gotten to the academy, Aidan had always been aladies man and played the field and so far none of the girls he hooked up with had ever compalined about that fact because they all knew what he was like,a nd Aidan wasn't so sure that he could just switch from beign aplayer to the serious relationship kind of guy,it jsut didn't really seem that possible to him. His bleu eyes glanced across to ali, he wanted to say something else, but didn't think it was a good idea to keep the conversation going, seeming as he was pretty unsure on how Ali was really feeling right now. All he knew was that he had probably still hurt her just by sayinghe couldn't do it.
Maybe some day he would settle down, but honestly aida jsut didn't really see happening anytime soon he enjoyed himself far to mcuh at the moment. He did really care about Ali and int he future if they still even knew each other there could be a possiblity but he knew there were so many other girls that would get his attetion. Right now he was confused about his feelings for Ali and then of coruse the ones that he had for Ruby as well and it just didn't seem sensible toh im right now to make any commitments til he had figured out his feelings properly and well until then he was going to stick to what he did best, hooking up with girls.
"Well i don't want you to be its not your fault, at least we can be honest with each other its a start" Aidan said gently, before the waitress came over to there table to get an order from them. Aidan let Ali order and he looked at the menu wuickly before ordering, "Can i get some fries and a nother beer" Aidan said and watched the waitress turn and walka wya to get there order. "I still want us to have a fun night together, but thats only if you want to i get it if you just want to go back to your dorm" Aidan said as his blue eyes looekd to Ali.
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Post by megan on Apr 1, 2009 10:53:19 GMT -5
"Well i don't want you to be its not your fault, at least we can be honest with each other its a start" Yeah, it’s a start. It’s no ones fault Aidan, I just read the signals all-wrong. Which was only partly true. She knew how he was with the ladies, she just didn’t want to believe that he would be like that forever. She wanted to believe in her mind that he could change, hope that one day he would settle down and be happy with one person, she was twenty now and she wanted that one person to be no one else but her. But she couldn’t force him into anything, she would never forgive herself because he would be so unhappy.
Aidan ordered some fries too, so that made her a little happier. She didn’t want to be the only one eating. But she didn’t know how she felt about him getting another beer. She had never really been out with him like this, casually. So she didn’t know how much he drank or could hold. But she had the thought run through her mind that maybe he had to be drunk or at least buzzing to stay here and try to have fun with her.
"I still want us to have a fun night together, but thats only if you want to i get it if you just want to go back to your dorm" I don’t want to go back to the dorm Aidan. I want to be here with you, ok? Let’s have fun! She made herself show off a huge smile for his benefit. She wanted him to be comfortable enough to stay here and hang out with him.
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